Lonelydreamer21

I'm still around, really! (I'm sure you all believe that, yeah really)

So it's nearly been a year and I have less than ten deviations to my name. And, well...one of my New Year's resolutions was to actually get up and make myself a better person. (Since I can't really make myself focus on ONE resolution, I'd like to try getting a little better at everything) This includes writing, so let's see if I can, y'know, actually write

Since I don't like doing the whole 'hey surprise!' thing, I'm going to write a Lugia TF next. The main problem I am having right now is deciding on what - anthro or full transformation. The former would be easier and lead to a few other possibilities, but I imagine the latter would be more interesting (since, well, according to official statistics, Lugia is about as big as your average apartment...well, okay, perhaps not that big, but huge nonetheless) due to much, much more transformation content. Someone give me a decision so I can get started. (still undecided on plot, but I might go with a really old idea I had)

To those three or four people who actually plan on reading this, hi!

To hoping I can get this done,

~LD21

Probably should get rid of that old journal.

So, hi, I suppose I should write the standard 'HI I'M NOT DEAD KAY' and then promptly go fall off the face of the planet again.

As you can see, I'm not exactly dead so much as either:

1: I don't feel like writing.
2: I feel like writing, write, and then look at it and realize it is far too personalized, thus I would be mortified if I actually posted it on here.

But yes, hi people. Missed me? (Of course. Not.)

About the only thing I've really been doing is spending money on video games and commissions from TF/anthro artists. Hooray for being lazy over the holdays.

For those interested, the apartment deal fell through, thus Jim is back at home and I'm stuck here with not much to do. I quit the job due to business corruption (long story) and thus have little better to do than sit at home and twiddle my thumbs until I return to college in January.

Hooray.

Can't really think of anything else I should post here - to those people who actually know who I am, hi! To the rest - I figure you should probably read my writings. If you run away in terror on how messed-up they are, I understand perfectly. If you are insane enough to actually like them, then it is likely we are going to be good friends very soon.

Until next journal post,

~LD21

I have...about three weeks to save $1,500 and move out of my house before my parents kick out Jim.

I still need to find an apartment, get furniture, get food in advance, and everything (cleaning supplies, power cords, dishes, glassware, etc, etc. Too many things)

I busted my foot (Impaled my left foot on the prongs of one of my old Game Boy adapters) and thus couldn't work today. Blah. And I was thinking about writing on the story, but the flurry of 'omg I need to get all this stuff ready' was too much to think about.

And...yeah.

November first, I either move out or fail again.

Let's start hoping.

Hey, for the...oh, five or six people that are going to read this.

The writer's block I wrote about months ago is, well, unfortunately, still present. My brainstorming ideas has given me about...oh, a small novel's worth of ideas and concepts. Unfortunately, I don't think most of you are really interested in reading what I'd like to write about so much as an actual storyline. Plus with work getting in the way, attempting to set up a budget, and, well, video games...

...it's hard. It's real hard.

I do often wonder if it was such a good idea to try such an ambitious project to write a novel, even on a concept I enjoyed writing about so much.

(And, for the random inside joke of the day: Seriously, someone draw Marty with his shirt on. He is not too sexy for his shirt, even in hybrid form.)

Yeah yeah. You've heard it all before.

I seriously have nothing on the new chapter. Everytime I bring it up in my head or on the computer...nothing. Absolutely nothing.

I wrote a TF description to keep you people happy for like two days, though.